Lost and Found

i spin not closely nor shine bright
And spinning, I blurry darkest night
she’ll wish for greatness and never find
One can’t get there, except in mind

i reach out ever, never know
The many things still kept in tow
That speaking isn’t speaking only
it seems to me summer never lonely

Some are always surrounded by the breeze
Former happiness and future ease

Not me, seems i’m walking too late
But then, i do not know a thing of fate
Reflecting thus i keep on walking
And life in front will keep on balking

Seek the world, it will eat you. God’s guarantee.
So seek it so sacrificingly.
Just as long as i grasp behind it
When i seek it, cannot find it.